They said that the only constant thing in life is the “CHANGE” itself. Sabkuch, almost everything (sounds like a movie name sabkuch- almost everything, nahi??) changes; look at the difference in the way you looked at life and the way you look at life aajkal, things that matter in life changes. Remember the first, top of mind awareness; the first bike, the first girl or the first day at school or cllg. if u look back now you don’t share the same feeling...
something has changed and m not talking about the size; m talking about the change in perception, attitude, behavior, “whatever and whatever”......and so does LAkshya or our aim in life (atleast for me it did) and for “how” look down (umm hhhmmm; abe wahan nahi blog mein)……….
When I was a kid I always wanted to be the “prime minister” and declare almost every day spent at school as a public holiday hota ni tha baadal aaye and we used to wish hey bhagwaan barish kara de, chutti dila de…….baad mein to it too changed and it was like “hey bhagwaan Baarish kara de, paani barsa de, bagal waali ko bhiga de :P,
But as time flew imagination came under control (limited edition) u dream of something realistic but its big (it ought to be, it’s a dream; like I dream of u) and I to dreamt of getting into NDA waise mere bagal waala dreamt of getting into IAS, kasam se mine was one big fucking dream (baad mein pata chala bagal waale ka bhi),
What a life that was, if I could divide (yes I can, why can’t I) there were two categories of people one who knew what they wanted from life and these were the show stoppers baaki hum tum to sirf “TAALI” bajate hai, and the “taali.com” people like me help in the economic growth of nation by investing in the sector jahan dreams are “raped”; expectations are “fucked” that too without protection! ! ! Commercialization of education,,,,,,,,,,welcome to the biggest bazaar, bazaar hai bazaar!!!
Well that was teen age and as this adolescence thing went away and you land up in what u call twenties; things change now the laqshya of your changes to marrying a not so beautiful not so brained mammal instead all I wanted was “gori ho ya kaali par ho paise waali” hheheheehe saw the contrast pehle PM, phir assisting PM and now marrying PM’s daughter……aim changes nahi……..for me it did ;)
Then what??? Suddenly at ./././22/23/24/25/././. you realize “bro” you have landed in danger zone and public ki vote decide karegi will u survive or you have to revive [referral recruitment and bull shit] and then suddenly this laqshya of your changes to getting into something BIG (achievable, like the ticket for the movie Raavan; others might come out of the movie asking AISH kise saath gayi, but u feel kiske bhi saath gayi ho paisa ussi ne wasool karaya…..drop dead gorgeous !!!!), something GREAT (well basically something you can be proud of) and that’s when u see the bigger picture of life “What next.” Bas bas bas jahan ye soocha, uss din sit back and relax samajh jaana sahi track pe ho; aaj line mili to kal ladki bhi mil jayegi
